::Keeping In Memory Forever::

Stay witH me. This is whAt I need, please. I am nothing now, and it's been so long. Since I've heaRd the sound, the sound of my only hope. ThIs heart, it beats, beats for only you. My heart is yours. Please don't go now. Please don't Fade away. .MAybe I know somewHere deep in my soul that love never lasts. 

ANd we've got to find other ways to make it alone, or keep a straight face. And I've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance. And Up until now I had swoRn to myself that I'm content with loneliness, becaUse none of it was ever worth the risk. But you are the onLy exception. I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't let go of what's in front of me here. I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up. Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.

Sometimes it doesn’t matter How many times you’ve been somewhere with someone new trying to replace the past that’s Attached to It, or how many times you wear something over and over again trying to rid it oF a scent that still seems to live in it. How many days, years, months or seasons go by - there will Always seem to be that one memory much stronger than the rest that your heart will remember the most.

FootNote ~ I’m running out of sympathy

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::Siakap STIM:: EH::

Berselimut kan dengan bahan-bahan

Hari aku kebelakangan ni skang macam terganggu sedikit dengan banyak benda yang bermain dalam kepala otak aku tapi takpe, tu tak menganggu dan menghalang aktiviti memasak aku kat dapur. Patutnya ni cerita minggu lepas tapi aku tak terpikir lagi nak update apa-apa dan terpaksa mencari-cari gamba dalam hp pinjam untuk update gamba. hahahhaa Nak kata aku pandai masak? tak kot... aku kalau benda yang aku rasa aku leh cuba, memang aku akan cuba. Yela sekali sekala nak makan kan, tak salah kalau nak cuba sendiri pon.

Makk oi... tangan berurat hahahah

Resepi ni yang aku nak share, ikan masak stim atau kukus ke ape ntah. hahaha aku tak tahu nak panggil mana satu, masak stim ke atau kukus, kira stim la ni kot kan. Pegi jalan-jalan kat Giant (kawan Nobita), tengok ada Siakap, so aku rasa macam nak buat masak yang simple je kan. Beli seekor pon dah cukup la. Harga dalam seekor ni pon RM8.60 sekor. Bukan timbang kilo tapi kira ekor. Siakap memang mahal sikit. Kalau korang pegi kat kedai makan, nak pesan yang ni aku tak tahu brape dia cas, tapi bagi aku, kalau ada RM10, beli bahan-bahan dan ikan ni, dah berbaloi baloi kan. 

Lauk yang aku masak ni selalunya memang makan sampai ke malam. hahahhaa Tapi pandai-pandai la korang nak bajet macam mana makan tu. Untuk yang duk kat hostel, aku memang tak dapat nak tolong. Kalau korang leh bawak periuk nasi dalam bilik, boleh je buat ni sebab senang je. Kalau aku nak cite pon, korang leh tanya pakcik Google kan.

Serba sedikit cerita pasal aktiviti aku. Nanti aku nak buat daging bakar atau macam steak sikit. Insya allah kalau takde aral yang melintang, aku share la gamba-gamba yang aku buat ni. Cerita je tahu masak yek, kalau ada gambar, baru la org percaya sikit hahahh lelaki pandai masak tak semestinya lembut tau hahahahah auuwww

FootNote ~ Hujan lebat lak kat sini... aduhhh baru je cuci kereta semalam

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::Kau Pergi::TERIMA KASIH::

Sayu terpisah

hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah

berhembus angin rindu

begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu

hujan lebat mencurah kini

bagaikan tiada henti

kaulah laguku kau irama terindah

tak lagi kudengari

kau pergi.. pergi..

sepi tanpa kata

terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa

apa pun kata mereka

biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.


Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.

FootNote ~ Remember me? I was your FRIEND when you were single

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::Ditujukan Khas::

Wahh dah Hari Raya yek. Apa persiapan korang sekarang ni? Yang aku nampak skang cuma daging korban, pastu steak, daging bakar dan segala macam jenis daging yang akan di makan oleh aku sampai nanti gigi aku sakit sebab terlekat sisa daging. Memang tak berhenti la jawabnya kan makan daging.

Untuk hari yang mulia ni, aku nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha kepada semua blogger, pembaca tegar,  silent readers dan anonymous yang beragama islam dan yang berkunjung di laman sesawang blog aku yang tak seberapa ni. Sebelum ni, kita amik berkat dalam ibadah korban dulu.

IBADAHQURBAN

PENGERTIAN QURBAN
Qurban atau Udhiah bermaksud menyembelih haiwan yang tertentu jenisnya daripada tenakan yang diketegorikan sebagai al-an’am iaitu unta, lembu (termasuk kerbau), biri-biri dan kambing pada Hari Nahr atau Hari Raya Haji (10 Zulhi ah) dan pada hari-hari Tasyrik (11,12 dan 13 Zulhijah) kerana bertaqarrub (mendekatkan diri) kepada Allah.

HUKUM MELAKUKAN IBADAH QURBAN
1) Sunat
 Imam Syafie berpendapat hukum melakukan ibadah qurban ini adalah Sunat Muakkadak iaitu sunah yang amat digalakkan atau dituntut ke atas setiap individu Muslim yang  merdeka, berakal, baligh lagi rasyid (cerdik) serta berkemampuan melakukannya sama ada sedang mengerjakan haji ataupun tidak sekurang-kurangnya sekali seumur hidup.

2) Makruh
Makruhmeninggalkan ibadah ini bagi orang yangmampumelakukannya.

3) Wajib
Hukum qurban ini menjadikan wajib jika seseorang itu telah bernazar untuk melakukannnya atau telah membuat penentuan (at-ta’yin) untuk melaksanakannya seperti seseorang berkata "lembu ini aku jadikan qurban". Daging qurban wajib tidak dibenarkan untuk dimakan oleh yang empunya qurban dan tanggungannya

4) Haram
Jika tidak dilakukan oleh orang yang bernazar untuk melakukannya

Sekadar berkongsi dan memahami bersempena dengan hari yang mulia ini. Tadi hujan lebat er.. maksud aku, pukul 2 pagi tadi hujan memang lebat sangat dan sekarang dah pukul 3.32 pagi, dah reda pon hujan. Bilik pon tak terasa panas dan berbahang. Kemana aktiviti selepas solat sunat raya nanti? Jalan-jalan rumah kawan dan sedara mara? Aku doakan semuanya selamat yek. Raya kali ni, aku tak jugak balik. Hari tu ingat kalau tak balik Raya Puasa, nak balik Raya Haji, tapi tak dapat jugak balik kali ni. Tapi takpelah. Aku anggap je tu sebagai berKORBAN jugak kan? hehehe

Dah berapa hari tak update blog. Masih kekeringan idea atau takde aktiviti yang aku nak cerita kot. hahahha apa pon aku ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha kepada semua. Wassalam

FootNote ~ Takbir dalam diam...

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